Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Birthday

That's right. This guy is 21 on the thirteenth. Am I excited? I think. For my birthday I think I'm gonna take a small road trip. Maybe huntsville or birmingham. I wanna get away for the weekend and do some thinking. I've grown accustomed with being alone and for my big day that's what I want.

since my birthday its drawing near I've found myself thinking of the past. I haven't done to much in this short life I've lived.for the most part of it I've wasted alot of time, money and tears on girls makes me sick to think of it. I'm not sure I'll even get married honestly. its not really one of my dreams anymore.

But, the lord has been good. He always has. I'm often ignorant of his presence, but he was ok with it.he knows its getting better. he's proved himself everytime a girl didn't. As much of a crybaby that i am, its nice when someone is there when my heart gets broken. It does alot and he's always there. Thanks god

Ps, I got an amp