update

i am getting ready to drive to birmingham to play with a friend of mine, jonathan newman. we're practicing for a few days coming up that we're leading worship at. i'm playing lead guitar. get you some of that. i'm pretty excited cause i get to play kunde's parts on you are my passion from jesus cultures cd that came out last year. i love that riff so much. i think i'm gonna do him justice. i might even add my own personality to it.

also, i will be leading a worship set during the arks 24/7 worship in januray. tuesdays at 9pm i believe. you should come and make fun of me. don't really have any songs in mind except one i wrote. i don't even know what i want to sound like either. don't even know if i want to play electric or acoustic. this week i'm leaning towards the electric. but if i had to guess, we'd be like jonathan david helser, john mark mcmillian, hammock, and fervent all thrown into a blender. but who knows. chad and ole forrest are gonna have my back so they'll add extra smoothness to the mix.

no ladies for now and i've planned it that way. i'll get back to the game after the holidays.

god's been good as always and i'm planning on 2012 to be the year it gets solid. i'm back into the swing of christianity not that i really went anywhere but you know what i mean. i'm learning about god and myself and where i need to be in life. its somewhere involved with music and caring for people. maybe working with people less fortunate by day and singing/playing guitar at night. but all these years i've been hurting cause i'm not singing or playing somewhere god's promises where always there. they're not even close to where i want them to be but i'm in a good place and i wouldn't trade them for anything. he's taught me so much lately.

mainly, god is teaching me that i don't need a map, i just need a ear to hear and feet willing to go wherever he says. i imagine i'll travel soon but who knows. my parents are always on my case about going back to school but something in me says no almost like i might be leaving soon. to where? i don't know but i can feel like.

the light shines in the darknes, and the darkness can never extinguish it - john 1: 5

-j wiggly

Hi guys

I can't sleep. I haven't had that problem in a while. It's the holidays so as usual my mind kicks into to overdrive. Let me just go on a rant. I have fallen in "love" with three girls today. I blame it solely on Christmas. Because of the movies, songs, and everything else commercial I fed myself for years, my mind gets tricked into thinking I'm gonna have some gooey romantic holiday Season. I actually don't want that. I want a tv and an xbox. Oh and maybe a yorkie and a glock. Those two don't have to do with each other.

But mostly I want a holiday where I'm not stressed to fall in love but one where I get to sit and be fat and enjoy my friends.

Also, I regret shaving my head bad right now

i was just thinking

and i just realized how easy it would to get me to fall in love with anyone. so if you're a girl and you want to sweep me off my feet. heres the way to do it.

step 1. wait til the first of december. i will always be available. i'm very bitter in christmas time and always look for a girl to love

step 2. wear boots, tights, short skirt "(not to short) basic cardigan/ sweater, always have a scarf, and have long curly hair.

step 3.on a date, have me pick you up at your place but don't let me meet your parents. parents love me and that is a negative for reasons i will not disclose.

step 4. don't get close to my mom or sister for the first year.

step 5. i prefer the smell of your just washed and conditioned hair over any perfume anyday.

step 6. i will ask you out but i wont be able to make a decision cause i want to get something you like. just make sure we end up at a roadhouse of some  kind.

step 7. smile a lot and hold eye contact when i try to make it

step 8. don't ever call it a night. ask what are we gonna do after dinner?

step 9. order desert, cause i dont have the balls to fork out the money unless i have someone to share it with.

step 10. argue with me. its hot

step 11. be ok with the fact that i can't decide on what to do after dinner and help me keep the conversation rolling cause we will drive around for two hours before i park somewhere

step 12. and this is the winner. if you want to seal the deal somehow play the song night moves by bob seiger on my stereo, phone, or ipod and have deep meaningful talks with me with that song on repeat. i will be smitten.

step 13. hug me sometime that night for longer than a minute and you have me.

its simple, you girls. get to it.