Tuesday, December 14, 2010

December so far

Its been ok. I'm still trying to get everything together. Going slow. I feel foreign. here lately all I want is to be alone in the dark. my favorite thing ever is when I wake up from sleep and kinda panic a little bit cause I don't know where I am. I know its super weird but I like it.

During those times, I forget who I am. The things I love and the things I hate. I forget what controls me and the things I control. my spirit is bare and wide open. That's the only time it happens. I forget the things I've done and the times I've hurt people and I forget the things and the people that hurt me. I'm alone and I couldn't be happier. I'm slowly growing such and tired of all people.

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